
I am proud of the many achievements that I have obtained in my life so far, however I have another one to add to the list. Although this is only a small success it does mean a lot to me.
For as far back as I can remember I have always enjoyed a drink or two at Christmas and on some occasions it was more than just one or two.
Not so long back, after a few drinks I used to be the life and soul of the party, often making a complete fool of myself at the same time. The next day however I was usually like a bear with a sore head, miserable, unapproachable, a good-for-nothing so-in-so.
So this year I decided to have an 'alcohol free' Christmas/New year. The reason behind this was simple - I just didn't feel like drinking. Of course this wasn't as simple as you might think, with people indulging all around me, seemingly having a wonderful time.
I myself on the other hand found myself in a neutral mood, feeling neither happy nor sad. In fact it was interesting to observe the 'drinkers' and how they acted and re-acted in conversation. I have to say that this was enlightening experience in itself.
Although this might sound totally boring for many, and I can hear people saying "it's OK to let your hair down once in while." I just thought that this year I would test my resolve / will-power by staying alcohol-free.
So I've managed to get through the holiday period without having an alcoholic beverage. - Did I miss out, - no not really, I still had an enjoyable time going to the pub without
incurring any feelings of missing out.
For those who do enjoy a drink at Christmas or any other time for that matter - 'Cheers to you all.' I just want you to know that I'm not trying to stand on any moral high-ground here by saying its not good to drink. - For me its just a personal thing
I'll probably have another drink at some point during the forthcoming year (as it's my big year) - On the other hand I might not - I'll just have to wait and see how I'm feeling
Happy New Year!